Tbh I don’t know what to write and the cat keeps on getting in the way and no matter what you say, she’s fucking annoying, ok? this is like really awkward and i’m doing this bc alice gave me the idea and arielle said it would be cute. It’s like 11 and I’m tired and I miss you, idk it’s weird not getting a reply straight away from you but now I have to wait ages and I feel clingy the whole time it’s weird. Idk, I have this thing where I have to say I love you at least once a day and idk i haven’t said it for a while. I get annoying when I miss you, ask arielle all I do is talk about you bc I miss you. You’re perfect, like you really are like idk I love everything about you and idk. I wish we didn’t fight, like I really do bc I love you a lot and idk I wish we were still together, like I honestly do. I miss being able to cuddle whenever and idk, I miss staying g up talking to you and the cute conversations we had which made it worth it. I still think I’d be happy with you but you don’t and idk, I love you so much and fuck idek, you have no idea. I don’t even know how much you mean to me but I know its a lot. It’s cute how you could send me some weird message and id still smile bc it would be from you. I miss you a lot and I don’t know why ugh. Don’t leave me properly bc I don’t know what id do if I didn’t get to talk to you. I love you so much idek. I could actually write about you forever but that would be weird and you probably think I’m annoying and awkward, which are with true but idk I love you a lot, ok?